The Self-Lovers Suite of Confessional Texts: Conversations with the Women in Kerry

James Marshall’s Mastry

by Kenyatta A.C. Hinkle

Walking through Kerry James Marshall’s retrospective at MOCA in Los Angeles three different times the

images on the wall were empowering, triggering and manifested a million memories for me. Some

pleasant and some haunting. Because Kerry James Marshall has had so many formal reviews and so much

writing exists on his technique and the purpose of writing black figures into the canon of art history I

decided to utilize my imagination and speak to the paintings and allow them to speak through me. I

wanted to blur personal narratives with collective narratives to see what would happen. This is my first

attempt at trying this out and has been a fantasy of mine for several years. This is a very informal review

in which I am asking the reader to imagine. I hope you enjoy this suite of imaginings from three paintings

that resonated with me.

-Kenyatta A.C Hinkle



I have had these titties since I was in the fifth grade. When it was my turn to kick the ball in our epic kickball tournament, I overheard two boys across the gate say, “Dayum, look at those big ass titties!” I usedto stand in the corner with my hands covering up my chest ashamed. But at the same time I loved wearing my tight shirts cause they seemed to hug them and make them feel secure but I had to stay away from decals. One shirt I loved said “Make Love Not War” and when they braced my bosom it just said Make Love or Make War I can’t remember which words my chest consumed but that’s what everybody just assumed that I wanted to do anyway. One time a weird man on the city bus said he loved the beautiful

butterfly spread across my bosom. That was when I decided to stop wearing shirts with decals that were tight. I used to stand in the corner with my arms crossed firmly across my chest, til my granny asked me why I was doing that for, that I should be proud of my breast and she went in her drawer and got out the bras with backpack strap widths and the five hooks so wide they looked like every five lane intersection in the nation. It took five lane highways to hold these mugs up all the way to my chin it seemed. Button down shirts are a travesty. Every time I wear them the buttons escape, pop off unleashed and everybody has a full view of something that others pay to pump their chest with. My mama had a size G with a size 6 waist. When they filled with milk from my brother, her first child she laid in the floor and cried too miserable to move. They made her back hurt so much, my granny took a towel and bound them up. She never got over that. It wasn’t until I took a course on Traditional African Art forms with Dr. Leslie King Hammond when I was in undergrad did I learn that in traditional West African sculpture that when a woman is depicted with both hands holding her breasts that she means business. She is telling the world to look at her power, look at her power to feed millions. Those breast ain’t never heard of no button down

shirt. Those breasts speak of fertility, wealth and fatty white, luscious milk poured into the mouths of babes who grow to be wise men and women. Those breasts fight off infection, can cure wounds, can convince a colonist to pick up his shit and move to another settlement. When I do this these titties say, I can pay these damn bills and then some, fuck a bra, fuck a man, fuck those damn button down tops they make me wear to work, fuck it all. These tig ole biddies are for me. For me and me only. This is my morning ritual. I hold them and tell them what and who they are here for. These hands are my training bras; these hands hold my power and then some. Let those heads turn and roll on off if they have to.

**Now, you speak your words warm and sincere

And let's me know that your love is near

A pretty face you many not possess

But what I like about you is your tenderness

A pretty face may be some guys taste

But I'll take lovin' in its place

'Cause I know beauty's only skin deep

Yeah yeah yeah

 

1. What’s your name?

Miss Mary Black A Mercy Pleasure, A Deep Sea Diver With A Stroke That Cain’t Go Wrong, Deliverer and Not Yo Mama.

 

2. Do you live nearby?

Naw. Bout 100 years away.

 

3. Where did you grow up?

In between hell and a high place.

 

4. What are some of the things you enjoy doing?

I like going to a local dive bar shaking my ass, eating peanuts and leaving the shells on the floor, talking shit while playing cards, doing my hair and nails, going to comedy shows. Oh and I love being in my garden breathing life into my roses.

 

5. Can you tell me a little about how you ended up in the hospital?

 

I tried to eat the color white. I was thirsty for it everywhere I went. That was before they started dissecting me. Told me I need some treatment. I was buying waist trainers, lye relaxers, bleaching creams, teeth whitening cream, staring into light bulbs for days, bought so many Vogue magazines I could barely get through my apartment door. I would rip out the pages that only had the white women featured and I would put them on a plate, sprinkle some collard[N1]  green juice from the bottom of the pot on them, and I’d eat them.

 

6. What time of day was it that you usually did this?

 

Bout 2am. I woke up and I got this itching in the back of my throat and all up underneath my skin. I felt these spokes coming up off of me and my ass felt like a weight. My skin was heavy; it felt dense like the back porch dark of night in June. I kept thinking about how heavy it felt and how people told me it wasn’t nothing I could do about it that I was never gonna get what I needed until I got rid of it. People kept telling me I was too big, too this, too that. I told them but I got soul like how James Brown say but nobody wanted to hear that. So I started searching for white.

 

7. Were you alone or was someone there with you?

 

Nope, I was alone when I decided to do it.

 

8. Who brought you here or called the ambulance?

 

Nobody. It took them days to find me. As soon as I started eating it I started to sort of evaporate. Folks said they could smell me, said I smelled like absence. Like lye and talcum powder that has the cooling agent that don’t really cool but it stings. Said my sentences were too terse. That I had shrunk myself, whittled down to nothing. My ass became super flat too. I wanted to bleach everything. I tried to eat Wonder Bread to fix it, but that was too dry, I tried to eat Smarties and even chalk but nothing.

 

11. Who do you currently talk to about your health? Do you feel like they understand you? Do they listen to you?

 

I talk to all of my friends about it. They already ate it so they have been encouraging me to do it too. Yes they give me product advice, direct me to the perfect ad experiences and we swap recipes that will help it seep into everything we say, do, think and become.

 

12. Can you tell me about some of your good and bad experiences with the health care system?

 

Well there was that time when I gave birth to my son and they gave me a baby who didn’t need to eat the color white and told me that it was my baby. Taunting me, that’s what I called it. I always have to get fifth opinions and to tell you the truth I don’t like seeking out sick care as we call it cause ya’ll be experimenting on us but I felt that if I ate enough of the color of white I could get in here. Are we almost finished? My son’s Exhibit BC and Dee are waiting for me?

 

* Lyrics to Beauty is Only Skin Deep performed by The Temptations recorded by Motown Records April 14, 1964 and May 11, 1966 Songwriter(s) Norman Whitfield and Edward Holland, Jr.

  [N1]Changed collard from collared

So he would sit back in the corner and laugh at your paintings. He would laugh loudly and when you would turn around and ask him what was so funny he would throw up his hands and say, “Just keep painting,” with literal tears in his eyes. He had a reputation for making female students cry and would come and paint directly onto your canvas to “correct” the anatomy and proportions. Then he would make his rounds the next class and say, “No you painted that wrong!” and I would think in my head, “Oh hell to the naw!” yet I would politely say, “No, you painted that wrong because you painted on my canvas.” He would angrily exclaim, “No I didn’t!” I could care less about his assignments and never saw his classwork as my work. One time he told me that I was one of the most colorful women that he had ever met because I went toe to toe with him when he told a classmate that she needed to make herself look sexier in a painting to make it more radical. We were tasked with copying a master painting by inserting ourselves into it wearing our current clothing. My classmate chose the famous Caillebotte's Jour de pluie a Paris in which she dawned a crop top and miniskirt while holding onto the gentleman’s arm that held the umbrella up. He then told the class of 99% women that we had to make ourselves look sexier in our paintings and that she did not go far enough. I was furious. Even more furious when my classmates agreed with him and were angry that I challenged him. They said, “Shonda you wear mini-skirts! You show your cleavage” and I said, “Yes I do cause it’s my choice. In art history women are either Madonnas or whores. It would be radical if the man was buck naked and she was wearing his suit!” I thought this would shut him up but he loved it even more. Another time when we were doing figure drawing I came into class wearing my bright turquoise head wrap and he came up to me and said, “ You look like you are from the Caribbean, you know I have been there and the drummers come out…” His hands stroking invisible drums his voice trailing off into the distance. I said, “I am from Chicago.” and abruptly sat down pissed. It made me think of the time I went to Whitfield Lovell’s opening of Kith & Kin and as soon as I stepped off the elevator a white woman said to me, “ Oh you are beautiful, you should be on the wall.” Taxidermied. Not making the art on the walls but i should be the “art”. Stuffed and forever frozen. I remember being the only black girl in art class and my white classmate asking me why did I only paint black people. I told him I paint self-portraits and people from my community, I asked him why he only painted white people and he was dumbfounded. He said oh I have never thought about it like that. “Then why in the fuck are you asking me to!” I thought in my head and then that’s when I really started going in with more sables, purples, onyx and all types of black. When this teacher asked me why didn’t I do the beautiful line drawings that I do in my sketchbook for the assignments in his class, I replied because I am making what I want to make. The Black Student Union had a group show in the basement of the building our class was in. (Why we always gotta be in the basement?!) I had a painting up that was about me and my first major break up. I said to him if you want to know who I am and what type of art I like to make go down there and see my work. A week later when we met for studio class he said, “I went down and saw your art. And you know you are just too talented to be making Black Art.” I looked at him and said the only thing “black” about the art was the depiction of me in the painting.” So therefore he was telling me that I was too talented to paint a depiction of myself. It took me years to get over this and I have slowly been healing. Slowly daring myself to look into the mirror and depict myself the way I want to be seen. This journey is not easy and has been years in the making but I have to do it bit by bit, stroke by stroke, and I am not gonna let anybody tell me what I can’t do. I don’t make my work for me. I make my work for so many of the other only black female artists living in the violence of these academies and institutions and living within the shadows of the canon. I will paint by numbers if I have to. Ain’t nobody gonna erase me and tell me not to paint myself anymore.

 

 

By Nathaniel Donnett October 9, 2018
An Opening: Felipe Steinberg  by Francesca Fuchs
By Sebastien Boncy May 5, 2017
Burn! We’re talking Dana Schitz and the Whitey Biennial, and my friend, photographer and activist Jay Trinidad, says, “This is why I will not shed a tear when the NEA dies. It has sustained an art world like this.” Read that again. Ok. Her, her, her, her everybody One of the administrators at my kid’s school wants ideas on why the students aren’t behaving. A lot of them are not following protocols. A lot. If most of the students are not following the system, then what kind of hubris would lead someone to believe that there is something wrong with the kids? There’s something wrong with the protocols. There’s something wrong with the system. Where is the excitement for the arts? I’m sorry the “fine arts”? Where are the crowds? Where is the chatter? And before anyone damns the masses for their lack of education, their lack of effort, before anyone mumbles “hoi polloi” like they was born with a monocle on, let’s take a second to remember that we are living in the Age of Networks. The masses are out there enjoying music in languages they cannot understand, swooning over fashions from half a world away, relearning traditional crafts thought lost to the bloodline. There’s a Filipino bus driver out there grooving to Magnum Band. There’s a kid in Connecticut that always picks Nollywood over Hollywood. Shit is available and findable and sharable. Your tribe don’t have to live on the block now, not when most of us are more connected than Lamont Cranston. But most people don’t seem curious about what the artworld is up to these days, and really the artworld is not curious about most people, except maybe as abstractions and as feed. No questions are asked, desires remain unexplored. Like, I meet way too many people in the art bubble that seem proud that they don’t know a single Future song. No one has a duty to love Trap, but the pride is telling. It’s connected to why so many art spaces move into cheap neighborhoods and never stress that the neighbors never visit, or that all of their marketing money is directed past the hood, or that they don’t know any of the history of their new home. It’s connected to how little effort there is from the big institutions to be inviting and attentive to the parts of town that have to make due without a Whole Foods. Be that way, art bubble. Be that way, and whither while burning the little oxygen that remains within your walls. Outside there is plenty of misery, but there is also a constant and constantly evolving polyphonic celebration. This could be us, but you dyin’.
By Nathaniel Donnett March 16, 2017
BLACK FILMS THAT DON'T WORK THE SYSTEM by Laura Zoe
By Julie De Vries January 3, 2017
“Ned? Oh, Ned he’s so damn smart, he's a genius”. This is my cousin referring to my white half-brother who is in his early 30’s still had not landed a steady job, lived at home and I should add, suffered from suicidal thoughts and depression. And yet, this pronouncement didn't take me by surprise, my entire life I had heard about how many wonderful things were possible in his future, “you know he plays so many video games, maybe he’ll be a surgeon or a pilot!!”. His destiny was to follow the trajectory of a Bill Gates. I, on the other hand, was the older half-sister who never heard about the wonderful things in store for me. Unlike my brother I was given a completely different message, albeit unwittingly, by my dark skinned Latin American Immigrant father who I spent most weekends with. If I was with him I was most surely at his restaurant watching him cook and hustle his ass off. Like many immigrants he arrived fully pledged to the American Dream. He was an entrepreneur who over the decades was sometimes doing well but most times struggling. To this day I have never seen anyone work harder than my dad but at the end of his life while suffering from cancer, the American dream bitch slapped him hard. He died poor and the country that he had toiled for let him fall through the nightmarish cracks between Medicare, and disability. All his hard work and nothing to show for it. My brother and I, like most Americans, from the moment we were born have had the myth that we are living in a meritocracy thrust upon our shoulders, the idea that if you work hard enough you will be a success and conversely if you don’t work hard enough you will fail. As a child of color I had learned a lesson that my white half-brother unfortunately never did. Which is for every Bill Gates There’s a million Carlos Lopez’s. In essence, it’s all bullshit. For all of the disadvantages people of color might have in our country built on institutionalized racism, one small advantage we might have is the perspective my dad gave me. We know that being good and working hard doesn't guarantee success because we have witnessed it. We know that to work hard gives us only a hope of a chance of success and no promises. Being mixed race I had the benefit of having intimate knowledge with the white and nonwhite experience of the “meritocracy”. The difference is while I was expected to work hard to have a chance at success my brother was simply expected to just have success. It's no surprise that the pressure of this had him considering ending it all, he failed in a place where everything is set up for a white male to succeed. After all we are a country that made Trump, white mediocrity equals success, this is especially true in the art world. Contrary to what art schools would have you believe, good work doesn't equal good career. Many mediocre artists locally and nationally have consistent exhibition and sales records. They don't seem to have earned it. I lament, as most artists do, as to why I work so hard making art and striving towards greatness but the rejections keep coming. In a way all artists can relate to the frustration of working hard and having nothing to show for it because artists are a not valued in our culture. But if you are an artist of color reading this know that, like my brother and I, we are not playing the same game as white artists, the rules and results are different. Adrian Piper herself has seen the art world shun her then embrace her over the decades. She has had to support herself as a philosopher because the money she has made is so inconsistent. A philosopher! Mega Star Chris Rock spoke about having a white dentist as a neighbor. For every talented minority art star like Kerry James Marshall there are thousands of mediocre white artists making a living with careers that if I had, I’d feel like I had won the lottery. Maddeningly, many white artists still think we minority artists have some sort of advantage showing and selling work, they couldn't be more wrong. I have been producing the best work of my life and it's piling up in my studio slowly taking over my home. In my desperation to show, I like many others before me have turned toward those god awful self-help-career books and websites for artists. With titles such as “Making it in the Art World” and “How to be a Successful Artist”, the only problem is these books are written for white artists because their solutions are white. For example, they often recommend regularly visiting galleries you are interested in showing with and cultivating a relationship with the owner. This is a little hard to do from behind a glass front door that has been locked by said gallery owner during business hours because they are scared to let a black man in (this literally happened to my husband). These books show zero awareness of the necessities for people of color to modify their approaches to the White Cubes, for the most part white women don’t even get tailored advice for navigating a market rife with sexism. Intersectionality ain’t in the glossary. They purport that if you say and do the correct things you should succeed. For white artists it may hold some grain of truth but let them begin to lose a step and there is nothing to explain or forgive their failures, they may find themselves where my brother was, feeling worthless and depressed. We artists of color must not get bamboozled into believing we live in a meritocracy. We must always remember the struggles of our friends and loved ones and know that we are working hard to make great art as an end in and of itself and not as a guaranteed means to an end. Let’s not forget that though we may have idols who are successful white artists we may never have their careers and (here is the most important part) It’s not our fault!!! The system would have us believe artists of color have some kind of advantage, if only we kissed ass a little more, appealed to their exotic ideas of us, applied for that extra grant or show, gotten that extra line on my CV then you might have had a chance. Resist this because it’s not us that needs to change it’s the system itself. How many art institutions in town are run by people of color? (according to a 2016 study by the American Alliance of Museums curators, conservators, and those working in publication and registrar are over 80% non-Hispanic white). How many shows by artists of color or women artists are being seen, written about? (Just look around you) Most importantly how many of your artist of color friends are able to even halfway support themselves with their work? The gap between rich and poor, and failure and success is getting wider in this country. Now multiply that by a hundred and you have the situation that us minority artists find ourselves in. So do yourself a favor and be kinder to you, reject the dangerous career advice, make great art as an antidote to mediocre white art and put the blame for your struggling career where it belongs, the rotten art world establishment. If we don’t we will call ourselves failures in a game that was never designed for us to win, we might even understandably want to quit, or we might end up like my dad or my brother blaming ourselves and wondering where we went wrong. We must reject the brainwashing that would make us say to ourselves, “You are the only thing holding you back”, in spite of an entire system built to keep success just beyond our grasp. Instead let’s put our combined efforts into, not just making stunning art for its own sake, but supporting fellow minority artists, and also holding non-profits, museums, galleries, and people in power accountable for their biases. Demolish this squalid and unfair system, that’s all the advice I need.
By Kenyatta A.C. Hinkle November 17, 2016
Infinity Affinity Loops: Edgar Arceneaux in Conversation with Kenyatta A.C. Hinkle This past summer Edgar Arceneaux and I got together for an interview at his home studio in Pasadena, CA.I have been wanting to do a studio visit with him for years. As CalArts alums, students of the renownedconceptual artist Charles Gaines and Los Angeles based artists I have been following his work for quitesome time. After attending a screening of his work Until, Until, Until... at USC Roski I was interested inunpacking many of the threads I have observed within his multidisciplinary practice over the years and toget a behind the scenes look at what he was currently working on and what he was thinking about in termsof future work. I caught him in the midst of preparing for the inaugural Current LA Biennial that has sincepassed. We were joined by Imani Ford a current graduate student at Yale, studying contemporary African-American artists in Los Angeles. She was gathering research for an upcoming project. Since ourconversation Arceneaux has a newly released Art21, a new teaching appointment at the University ofSouthern California’s Roski School of Art and a current solo show at the MIT List Visual Arts Center. Ourconversation organically revolved around The Calarts Mafia (1) and what it means to build a network ofconscious thinkers and artists, music, vulnerability, making mistakes, issues of race and class, andnavigating the art world and our interdisciplinary practices. EA: The one thing that I am working on right now is the Current LA Biennial. I have one of the smallerprojects. What I am doing is kind of merging together two different interests. One has to has to do withbelief and religion and the other one has to do with water. Current LA is focused on water. It is the firstPublic Art Biennial in Los Angeles. It is taking place at public parks all over the city. Parts are centeredaround the LA River. Bloomberg Philanthropy is supporting it so it will be around for a while and it isinternational. Rirkrit Tiravanija is in it, Mel Chin and other artists. My project is called “The CENTER ofthe EARTH”. The idea is that beneath a drinking fountain is a complex system of beliefs that we don’tnormally think about. In a modern developed nation like ours you are going to have clean drinking water nomatter where you go, and when you go to a public park and access public facilities, to some degree it is sortof about the social contract, you know the public places where you will be safe, where you can use thebathrooms. Your tax dollars are paying for these facilities, but one of the things I have learned in theprocess of working on this show is that a lot of the drinking fountains that are broken or falling apartsometimes they are not fixing them and they will just sit there and you will try to turn on the water andthere is nothing. Then they will be replaced with Pepsi, Coca Cola and bottled water giving way for privateindustries to take place. So I was thinking how do I talk about this idea of belief and conflict that isconnected to water that is happening right now as a public property and the challenges that are happeningright now in relationship to privatization.
By Ashura Bayyan March 17, 2016
There is an ongoing discussion regarding Blackness in contemporary art and politics: Should an African-American artist make work that reflects Blackness and is representative of the entire race, or should they embrace a personal modernism and liberate their aesthetic from the bounds of a singular identity. Jennie C. Jones’ mid-career survey at the Contemporary Arts Museum in Houston does not explicitly conform to one view or the other, yet, it does provides a soft and reflective insight into the culture that defines her identity and informed eleven years of her artistry. The exhibited works do not bear the burden of being representative of Black culture, nor do they need to. There is ample space in the contemporary art world for Jones’ voice within any multicultural discourse, with no explanation, on any topic, including the history of jazz. Jones’ featured works explore the physicality behind music, from production and consumption, to distribution. She focuses on the products of the African-American jazz musicians from her youth, and the tools used to experience that music. It is a much more specific area of focus than most abstract artists will dedicate an entire career to, but the result is not too monotonous. Examining a broad aesthetic grouping we will discover that champions of geometric and lyrical abstraction like Ellsworth Kelly, Norman Bluhm, and Kazimir Malevich tended to explore pure non-objective, non-representational compositions of human life, landscape, architecture, and simplification of natural forms. Seldom do we find an obsession with such a particular inanimate subject group, and even more rare is for that subject group to be the focus of an entire body of work. This specificity guarantees that Jones’ art will not be confused or generalized with the work of other contemporary artists, for better or worse she is dedicated to asserting her unique interest, and she truly believes in the direction of her work. The exhibition showcases Jones’ range, maintains its clarity of subject matter, all while highlighting her aesthetic across multiple forms and mediums including minimalist sculptures, abstract drawings, color field painting and digital micro sampling of vinyl recordings. Walk into the CAHM and the first thing you see is a long wall immediately separating you from whatever is beyond in the museum space. It’s essentially bare, but to the left there is the artist name listed above the exhibition abstract, and to the right is a massive black square with a dark red strip trailing down the left border, in the bottom right corner of the blackness is the iconic Blue Note Records logo. These solid blocks of color form the crop section from a Blue Note LP album cover. This is the one and only wall painting in the entire exhibition, and will prove to be very important as a historical document for understanding the origin of Jones’ color field paintings. Her use of solid rectangular bands, and a restricted color palette closely mirror the iconic design of 1950’s Blue Note cover art. A soft crackle rattles throughout the building, raining from speakers hidden high in the rafters, not music, but the rough scratch of a vinyl record on repeat. This audio piece is both an ode to the nostalgia and novelty of using vinyl, and an explicit introduction to the era of music that Jones’ work stands in conversation with. In a speech at the High Museum of Art in Atlanta, Jones talks about a time where she was struggling for content, working to justify her aesthetic and trying to figure out the meaning behind the work that she was making. Once she realized that she was spending more time curating her playlist than she was defining her content, it was clear that the music she played in her studio was the source of her content.
By Jasmine Jones February 10, 2016
Kathleen Collins’ Losing Ground has layers upon layers upon layers of story. As I sit down to write, I don’t think my review will even scratch the surface of everything this film is about. Collins effortlessly juggles a film with in a film, several storylines, existential crisis and discourse on the plight of the black artist.
By Nathaniel Donnett December 24, 2015
Not only did I spend time screening films and observing the operations of the Silicon Valley African Film Festival in preparation for the Houston African Film Festival, I also had the invaluable experience of connecting with several of the filmmakers. One particular instance served as a catalyst for screening the controversial documentary BOUND: Africans versus African Americans (AVAA). In between screenings, I was casually talking with a Guinean filmmaker about superstitions and beliefs carried from generation to generation and I noticed that we had quite a few in common. I wondered out loud if perhaps my ancestors were from Guinea. Innocently, he responded, there is one way to find out…”what’s your family name?” My family name is Jones. Suddenly and unexpectedly, a sense of embarrassment came over me as I thought about how to verbalize to this man that that my family name more than likely belonged to the person who owned my ancestors as slaves thus isn’t really my family name. I can only attribute this feeling to it being the first time I was having this type of conversation with a continental African. It was as if his “African-ness” inadvertently reminded me of the tragic moments of my family’s past and our lost identity. The subtitle “Africans versus African Americans” is very misleading. As a viewer, you begin watching the film expecting for these two groups of people to be pitted against each other as they hash out their issues with one other. Those moments do not escape AVAA, particularly during the dialogue in which a handful of Africans and African Americans passionately discuss their perceived notions of one another…one person asking “Why don’t African Americans get over slavery?” and another person asking “Why don’t Africans own their land?” Despite these very heated conversations, the Kenyan filmmaker, Peres Owi,no does not show bias towards Africans nor African Americans. As the film continues, she tells the history of the Black experience as well as the African experien,ce in which we see parallels of lost identities due to slavery and colonialism. The visual motif of faceless individuals appears throughout AV,AA further illustrating these parallels. By the end of the film, the conflict shifts from external to internal with both groups fighting to assert their identities. The external conflict is based on a misunderstanding due to the constant onslaught of imagery/ definition of our characters created by an oppressive, dominant culture and the lack of communication about our history and experiences. Editor’s note: the corrections are just a suggestion. The section in blue previously read like a r-n on sentence. The documentary ends with one of the African American participants taking a DNA test, in which she is able to trace her ancestry to Ghana and in that moment you sense that a bridge has been built finally connecting two different worlds.
By Andrea Roberts June 8, 2015
I study the origins and preservation of Texas Freedom Colonies, places founded by ex-slaves, through memory and observed rituals. My assumption is that we have long been doulas to the truth: We possess the ability to manage our relationships to structures, nature, and space. Some see my partialities as a badge of courage and fidelity, while others see my subjectivities as mere bias. However, interrogating memory and its purpose in Black life cannot be done without rigor. This is a research methodology of care, repair, and discomforting objectivity. Getting Black Texans to remember and recognize the value of their memories value is the work of Critical Sankofa Planning. Looking back to look forward. Recollection as resistance. Consider the present challenge of deciding how Black Diasporic people will live now. How will we live in a way that affirms rather than criminalizes our bodies? How will we build wealth? How will we simply be? Critical Sankofa planning urges us to ask first, how early Black Texans, somewhere between slavery and Juneteenth, made home place. Where did these places go? Why do some remain? Are the answers in elders’ memories?
By Kenyatta A.C. Hinkle June 2, 2015
Charles Gaines: Gridwork 1974-1989, curated by Naima J. Keith for the Studio Museum in Harlem traveled to The Hammer Museum in Los Angeles, CA and was on view Feb 7th-May 24th.
By william cordova March 12, 2015
Visual artist William Cordova, an old school vinyl head, had three works featured in an exhibition entitled “ The Record: Contemporary Art and Vinyl .” This essay is in homage to an underappreciated masterwork. “Let me make this…very clear to all the police in the audience, and for those who will still see their roles as passive ones: the shit is on!” –Felipe Luciano (East Coast Chairman, The Young Lords) April 24, 1970, midnight concert at the Apollo Theater, Harlem This live album came into my own archive by chance but not accident. It was through direct awareness and relation to the social content of the material rather than curiosity that led me to its existence. The concert, organized by the Young Lords, captured the imagination of many young people all over the US, and influenced other music oriented fundraising events by bringing together activists and musicians who were radically revolutionizing activism around the world; The New Haven 8 Concert, Concert for Bangladesh and Concert for The People of Kampuchea, Farm Aid, the list goes on. The Young Lords, a Latino community organization based in New York City, modeled themselves after the Black Panther Party’s platform. Free survival programs, children’s breakfast, food/clothes giveaway, legal defense, and free clinics for the poor. The concert appealed to a diverse audience through an eclectic line up of music that included, R&B, Latin avant-garde, Rock, Salsa and poetry. The proceeds went into these programs. The album’s jacket design is minimal with a single Black and White photo printed across the front. The back of the jacket is equally simple without liner notes, year of manufacturer or Record Label, except to note tracks and performers. It is important to note that the actual vinyl record does not contain any printed information other than the numbers 0086813209. One is almost prompted to visualize the movements and breathing of each performer as they interact through their set. One can figure out the A side by listening to the audio intro of Denise Oliver, The Young Lords Minister of Economic Development, hosting “our first guest” the music of Joe Bataan. It’s obvious that Bataan’s set is incomplete from the quick audio cuts, still, this may be the earliest known live recordings of Joe Bataan, An Afro-Filipino, from Spanish Harlem and one of the first musicians to sign with Fania Records. Track 1 is a scorching version of What Good is a Castle; a poignant composition about the state of low income housing the decrepit high rises of El Barrio. Track 2. Ordinary Guy is an interesting sped up live version from Joe Bataan’s Riot album (Fania 1968). Ordinary Guy was originally released on Bataan’s Gypsy Woman LP (Fania 1967). Tracks 3. Obatala closes the set but then Joe Bataan returns to the stage and proceeds to perform his first hit single, Gypsy Woman and finally a theater rousing Freedom from 1969’s Poor Boy (Fania). “But I was what I am, a man for the times…am talking about freedom?” – Joe Bataan (Freedom) The Rascals (formerly, Young Rascals) start up track 4. Good Lovin,’ from their self-titled Young Rascals album (1966, Atlantic) partially excludes is the bands introduction by Denise Oliver. Track 5. People Got To Be Free, evolves into an extended sing along with the audience that runs a total of 6 minutes a huge feat for a song that originally runs 2 minutes and 30 seconds. Track 6. Groovin’ (1967, Atlantic) really reveals the extent of influence that Afro & Latino music had in contemporary Rock music of the late 1960s and early 70s. Groovin’ first starts out with a conga solo from an unknown player and a bilingual version of the song by lead singer Felix Cavaliere. A version that is seldom heard live. (Groovin’/ Sueño, Atlantic 1967). Elaine Yarborough and The Truth & Soul Ensemble performed only one song or at least it was the only one included, Track 7. Leavin’ This Morning, a traditional folk song originally recorded by Odetta on Odetta and the Blues (1962, Riverside). The Truth & Soul Ensemble’s version though is far from traditional or acoustic. Elaine Yarboroughs (not to be confused with Yarbrough & Peoples) soulful voice often climaxes the blaring high brass, drums & bass background of The Ensemble. It is unfortunate that no other recordings of this group were able to be located. The following performers, track 8. The Harley Four, is interesting in that this is a Martial Arts family troupe performing without any music as background and yet included in the album. Side B opens with a long duration of static whose source, after much scrutinizing, turns out to be the microphone to the reel-to-reel recorder that the entire event was recorded with. Track 1. Speech, starts out with “a solidarity telegram from Betty Shabazz, widow of Malcolm X, it’s unclear if Denise Oliver of the Young Lords is reading the telegram. Track 2. Starts out much clearer, the album track listing states, Richard Moore (Dharuba) of the Black Panther 21 speaks. “I came to curse you out and you should take that as constructive criticism … come and see about Bobby” -Dharuba (Black Panther) Richard Moore (Dharuba Bin Wahad), and 20 other Black Panthers accused of planning to terrorize New York City landmarks were all eventually acquitted in what was to be the longest and most expensive criminal court trial in NY city history. This rare recording of a speech by Dharuba also makes the entire event more monumental in regards to the historic location, historic event and historic participants. Track 3. Felipe Speaks, “let us not support political prisoners because they are images. Let us support them because we are supporting ourselves,” a brief monologue by Felipe Luciano (The Young Lords NY Chairman). Track 4. Pedro Pietri, is an early recording of late activist and poet Pedro Pietri’s Puerto Rican Obituary poem, a powerfully insightful masterpiece of literature. One can hear a pin drop in the Apollo’s cavernous stage as Pietri’s poetry flows with rhymes. Juan, 
Miguel, 
Milagros, Olga, Manuel,
All died yesterday today and will die again tomorrow
passing their bill collectors on to the next of kin
All died waiting for the garden of Eden to open up again under a new management
All died dreaming about America -Pedro Pietri (excerpt, Puerto Rican Obituary, Monthly review Press 1973) Track 5. The Last Poets, offers a reunion of sorts as David Nelson, Gylan Kain and Felipe Luciano the original Last Poets took center stage probably for the last time (1968-1970). Only one track is mentioned though the trio performs 3 pieces including Tell Me Brother (Kain), Black Woman (David Nelson), and Rifle/Oracion-Rifle player (Luciano). All three tracks were also recorded in The Last Poets, Right On film soundtrack (Juggernaut Records 1970). Felipe Luciano offers the audience a parting comment, “Revolution is difficult…but we will win…you mustn’t just sit there, leave and think it’s not happening…. Let me make this…very clear to all the police in the audience, and for those who will still see their roles as passive ones: the shit is on!” — William Cordova
By Nathaniel Donnett March 10, 2015
2013 I’m in a parking lot; class won’t start for another twenty minutes. 97.9 is on, soto voce, while I’m trying to catch up on some sleep. Murmurs regarding Miley Cyrus and the VMAs drift into a semiconscious mind. In case you’re the type to pride themselves for standing outside of Pop, allow me to catch you up: this kid’s TV icon performed a rape jingle with a creeper in a Beetlejuice outfit during an award show. The performance was an act of aesthetic terrorism with a hip racist edge, trolls crawled out of their virtual caves to denounce one young woman’s sexuality with exceptional misogynistic vim, the sanctioned Feminist Action Squad responded with righteous fire, and a total lack of consideration for intersectionality. The asses that break the Internets still need to be televised first. But hey, listen, what’s coming out of the speakers is important too, and maybe a little more urgent. “What’d you think of Miley’s outfit,” somebody asks. One of the djs, possibly Kiotti, chuckles a bit then answers “Straight Fallas Paredes.” I jackknife in my seat, chocking on laughter. It’s a brilliant joke, laconic wit straight off the dome, with just the right amount of surprise and a laid back delivery that understands that this particular structure needs not the strain of emphasis. It’s the kind of laugher that has you missing the next sixty seconds of broadcast because you’re still unpacking it’s implications. It’s also a joke for people who know life in the Southwest. Much of his potency is tied to the body’s ability to remember Fallas Paredes. Have you stood in its center? Felt the fabrics? Gazed at the wares, letting the pop of colors and patterns dance for your eyes? Can you recognize a one-night outfit? The type that will only hold together long enough for a single sustained stretch of hardcore partying? Do you know this place? Because Google can only give you so much. And just like that, I have an answer to the question that’s lingered since the Parazette show. 2012 Julie and I have picked a horrible time to visit In Plain Sight, Aaron Parazette’s survey of Houston painting at McClain gallery. They are setting up for a panel discussion and our view of several paintings is compromised; sorry Robert Ruello, maybe next time. We have been away for so long, and we’ve been craving a lot of Houston work, but the dessert array is mostly buttermilk pie. Now, I like a good buttermilk pie, but we’d been hoping for a bit more diversity. No Floyd Newsum? Who knows what happened? The limits of one man’s Rolodex. Gallery politics. Simple availability issues. Any possible answer would be both pedestrian and incomplete. We gorge on buttermilk. Some of it is quite good. Much of it barely has any flavor. Some of it tastes like ass. We wonder why call it a Houston survey at all. For the most part, these paintings, good and less than, have the familiar monoculture sensibilities so in vogue at the art fairs. There is a Kent Dorn behind the makeshift bar, in dim light. We’re upset at the insult, especially because this painting is getting at something. You know, specifics. It’s a real Houston painting, and it kinda rubs us the wrong way how it’s tucked away. We start counting, and there’s a handful more, maybe six or seven. Julie and I don’t agree on the quality of every single piece, but somehow we agree on that Htown vibe. We have no language for it. We have no criteria. But we’ve lived here a long time, Julie was born here, and we’ve been paying attention, and we recognize it. There is real delight in touching a knowledge that was hidden in plain sight, and fresh delight can cloud the true value of a thing. We agree that there is such a thing as Houston painting, a distinct a recognizable thing, but does this have any importance? Does it matter? 2011 The boomerang action of grad school has dropped us here, in a Northwest Houston backyard, surrounded by dog bombs, and standing on the rust colored grass. Julie and I will be living in her parents’ home for the foreseeable future. We have no money, we have no jobs, but there is still room for hope. The last three years’ worth of calamities is a long and varied catalogue. It has left us exhausted and broken. We are not the same people who left in 2008. We had to find new ways of being sane, and new reasons to be artists. Embracing near the fence we can feel the last three years drooping and detaching like old skin. The fence is too high to see how the neighbors live, but we can hear them. Our first night back, our first hour back, and what we hear is Welcome to the land, where it just don't stop Trunks pop tops drop, and the front end hop Paint flop screens on, acting bad in the song Yeah it's on riding chrome, balling at my home Texas plates don't hate, showing up in the state Fat Pat and the sultry air, envelop us tops drop We know we are back home, as our home knows we have returned tops drop We are welcome before the first salutations, and we are at peace before any reason for peace tops drop Before tonight, I had always made pictures in Houston. Starting tomorrow, I will make pictures of Houston. 1999 Back of the Greyhound, middle of the night, I am on my way back to my single room in the medical center. I was in Miami visiting my peoples. Every time I got a chance, I left town. We can see the city lights in the distance. This Cuban lady tells her somnolent kids, “Here it is. Fucking Houston.” This trip is not a choice, it’s a last option. I came to town the same way. I used to feel the same way, “Fuck Houston.” But right now, I’m thinking, “Fuck you, lady. I live here” And I want to stay. My many returns to the city, more than the movements away from it, have taught me how to long for its blessings. If I had to move away, quickly, begrudgingly, like the Cuban family, I would miss the food, and the people and the flatness, I would miss the late afternoon light coming through the windows of the 53 on the way back from the Cinemark. I want to be here. This is where I live. 2014 I’m working an installation and most of the crew is new to me. Half of them are recent transplants. I like them, they’re clever people, politically aware, wide areas of interests, quick with the jokes. I test them anyway, “You find yourselves listening to more Beyoncé since you moved?” They both fail. One of them seems satisfied that he has o idea what Beyoncé sounds like, the other one is an old fan lapsed for political reasons. They both missed the point. In her seat of power you owe the queen allegiance. It is not about love or taste. It means even more if it’s not about love or taste. To belong to an alien place one must veer into alieness. I could explain, but I can’t force them to understand, so I let it go. In five months or in five years, maybe they’ll be part of the metropolis, and maybe they’ll make art for its denizens, and I’ll be thankful for objects that resonate in sync with my body.
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